This is probably going to be a convoluted mess of a post because
this is something that I'm still figuring out in my head. But this is
where I am right now…
Working with special needs kids here is tough... not because of
the kids but because of the societal view of these kids and adults. One
could argue accurately that things are better than they were 20 years ago... it
seems that more children with special needs are being kept than before
(although this kind of data is almost impossible to obtain with any accuracy). This
does not mean that the issues regarding special education are over. There
is a lot more to life than breathing in and out. Now the fight isn't as
much for life (although it does continue to be that) but for qualify of life.
As humans, what do we desire in life? Is love what we seek?
Acceptance? Purpose? All of the above? Are these
pursuits G0d ordained or our human nature?
When I first thought about what
the Bbl says about work, I thought of the curse on Adam... G0d basically sent
him out of the garden and cursed him with working the land. So maybe work
is terrible? Some days it feels like it's cursed... But then I thought of
my own experience, while I have days that I don't want to be at work,
ultimately I like it. I went through a brief period of time of being
partially employed and almost lost my sanity. I NEED to work and I LIKE
to work and trust me, it's not about the paycheck. Then I started
thinking about the fact that it's moral to work... like the Aesop's fable of
the grasshopper... you don't work... you don't eat! But that doesn't
totally fit either because it makes work only a responsibility and not a joy.
While I was thinking about this, I started reading this book by Timothy
Keller (someday I'll run out of Keller books and then I don't what I'll read!)
called "Every Good Endeavor." In this book he talks about when
G0d created the universe... I'll directly quote him so that I don't mess it up
: ) "Why didn’t
G0d just name the animals Himself? After all, in Genesis 1, G0d names
things, “calling” the light “day” and the darkness “night”—so He was clearly
capable of naming the animals as well. Yet
He invites us to continue His work of developing creation, to develop all the
capacities of human and physical nature to build a civilization that glorifies
Him. Through our work we
bring order out of chaos, create new entities, exploit the patterns of
creation, and interweave the human community. So whether splicing a gene
or doing brain surgery or collecting the rubbish or painting a picture, our
work further develops, maintains, or repairs the fabric of the world. In
this way, we connect our work to G0d’s work.”
WOW! G0d wants US to be
involved in His creation... His beautiful, miraculous creation! It
reminds me of making crafts with kids... You could make something almost
flawless on your own but you want that kids to be apart of the artwork. When
they dye the Easter eggs, they mix all of the colors and make an ugly brown
egg, when they color they go out of the lines, when they paint the whole room
is a mess... BUT you invite them to create with you because you long for them
to be part of the process of creation. Sometimes you end up with
something messy, but there is something sweet about their efforts. Now as
humans, we have a lot of brown Easter eggs... unfortunately we are really
screwing up His natural creation with pollution etc and His human creation
though our injustice, greed, and all other sins. But we are also using
our knowledge, our hearts and our physical bodies to add to His creation.
So where does my work connect
to His? How do I empower the people that
I work with to join in the creation process as was intended?
One point that I am trying to
make while being here is that even if these kids with cognitive or physical
disabilities will never have the life that their peers have, let's teach them
things, let's give them knowledge, a skill, something to feel proud of. As
I’ve said these things and been looked at like I was a wizardly yak, I’ve
wondered …Is this just my Western mentality coming through? Am I wrong,
will this not work here? After all if they're
going to live at home for the rest of their life, what's the point in educating
them? Am I nuts for thinking that their education is worth the extra
resources? My conclusion is that I’m not nuts… at least not for that
reason : )
G0d's AMAZING Creation!
G0d’s creative power through humans : )
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